Beaming with pride

because of my amazing little or should I say big boy...I was at work this afternoon and on my dinner break made my usual call home to my boys and was talking to JT when he told Luke to tell me what he got at swimming...the sound in Lukes voice made me want to see the matching sparkle in his eyes...he had his usual Thursday swimming lesson and he excitedly told me he got an award from his teacher...for swimming 2 full laps unassisted...no floating devices absolutely no assistance BACKSTROKE!!...I cant even begin to express how happy I am and proud...he has come so far with his swimming...its incredible...he is amazingly determined and smart it astonishes me at times...so he wanted to stay up and wait to show me when I got home from work but the poor lil fella...bless his beautiful soul...didnt make it lol...he fell asleep on the couch and thats what I found when I walked in...my proud lil guy lying on the couch fast asleep while he was meant to be waiting for me...its moments like that that make me ache deep inside to keep him deep in my heart like that forever...and brings out a part of me that yearns so desperately to create something new to share in Lukes joy and gorgeous personality...I have so much love to give...more than one lil person could possibly take...so in the morning I just know that he will wake excitedly ready and waiting to tell me all about his award...and I cant wait to hear it...we may even go celebrate tomorrow...why not...its a pretty special occassion isnt it.