Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I do not

feel strong right now...I feel weak and torn down...I feel beaten and spit on by peoples words...I feel like Im tired of smugness and ignorance and I feel like I need the support of friends that cant or just wont provide that support...I feel I need someone to just ask how I "really" am and just listen...I feel like crying a million tears on someones shoulder instead of on my own...I feel like I want to scream at someone anyone...I feel like I have passed on a burden to my husband that should be mine...I feel sad...I just feel so so sad...I feel like I dont know what to do...I feel beaten and tired.

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