you know you shouldnt have done that Linda... tsk tsk... yep, I went in the baby section at Target while stocking up on easter eggs... again... all the little baby socks and bootees and little singlets and rompers and there so so little and I so want to have to buy them... but I cant... its not like the baby part is at the front of the store either... its tucked right in the back in the corner and I still manage to make it there everytime to just torture myself... and dream of the day I can shop in that section again... why do I do it to myself?... I dont know... its like an invisible force just pulls me there... what I wonder though after doing this is what will happen if we dont get our baby?... will I continue to linger in that section and think of the baby I never had... the brother or sister that Luke will never meet... should the day I can go buy that pair of socks and that gorgeous tiny little baby romper arrive I just know there will be tears... happy tears... lets just hope that day comes soon... or that section may just taunt me forever.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
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2 comments:
that section will be your playground soon enough sweet pea...
well done for walking out without a purchase...
next time i'm coming to chase you outa there!
I really hope you get to shop in that special section for yourself soon hun xoxo
And you will get to shop in there again oneday (in the future) when you are a very proud and loving grandparent ;)
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